Mmmm.... strap on lady lovin'

Well, this is a real quickie... I was just watching some pretty decent strap-on porn and the funniest thought came across my mind (after I orgasmed already). The video was of one girl wearing a strap-on and basically fucking the other girl, either with her tongue, her fingers or the dildo -- it was very one-sided, almost dominatrix-like, but without the submissive role play. I generally don't get off on the idea of only one person doing all the "doing" because it doesn't seem as real to me. But at least with this particular girl, she knew how to use the cock. I've seen quite a few videos where the girl just doesn't know how to move her body with an attachment like that, and the akwardness of it all just ruins the fantasy.

Anyway, the funny thought was this: 100% lesbian sex to me is like being a vegetarian after having lived a carniverous life -- for whatever reasons you chose to stay away from the meat, you still remember what it was like, and you still crave the flavor. So sometimes you might try some imitation meat, just to savour the taste of it. But really, it's just not the same. And that's probably how it would go down with the lesbian lifestyle for me too. I just love cock -- and the touch of the man that's attached -- waaaay too much to let it go completely.

At the same time, I don't think I go for enough lady-lovin' for lots of varying reasons. Honestly, I think it would be more difficult for me to treat a woman as a sexual object, as opposed to how very easy it is for me to do that with men. I'm sure there are plenty of women out there who just want to fuck, with no strings whatsoever, but perhaps I'm too easily suckered into the stereotype that tells a different story. Not to mention, it's SO MUCH harder to even get into a sex-casual conversation with a woman, as opposed to the men I interact with all day long. And to top it off, I know that deep down, I am afraid of branding myself as Lesbian. Issues. Damn I gots issues.