relief

he sent me reassurance. a wonderful text message that calmed my fears and soothed my apprehensions. the words he chose to send me worked wonders at leaving the door open between us. the reality of the situation does still resonate with me, but at least there is still hope that someday... something just may happen between us once more.

and yet, still he is so far away, in another city, a 4-hour train ride away from me. how could I possibly sneak away from my H to meet with Beauty Eyes in his big, big city? no, I think that will never happen. this will surely have to be a home-town love affair. perhaps the next time he is home to visit, I will travel the hour to meet him in places familiar to us, places that carry us away from our everyday lives. so long as I can feel his gaze upon my lips one more time... I shall be pleased.